I haven't posted lately because, quite honestly, I've been severely depressed. I was diagnosed with SAD (Seasonal Affective Disorder) years ago by a psychiatrist and have been taking antidepressants and sitting in front of a lamp prescribed to me by the doctor as well. We've had a particularly grey late fall and the drugs and light therapy have not done the trick so far. I've been doing nothing but sitting in front of my computer and playing Candy Crush, Pet Rescue and Farm Heros. I have the attention span of a gnat. I usually love decorating my house for Christmas but could barely put up the tree this year. I pushed myself to sew the other day but could only sit there for about an hour. I have been working out and it feels good but I come home and just sit around.
I went to the doctor today and she's increasing my antidepressant and we'll see how that affects me. I may have to add a second drug to get this under control. I'm hoping I'm out of the dumps before Christmas.
Hope I have some projects to show soon after I get my mojo back.
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